Sometimes life has disappointments.  I experienced that once again last night.  Its hard to remember how badly disappointments hurt until another one happens.  and, its hard to not get disappointed in the first place.  You try to tell yourself that its not going to happen, that your not going to win,even though you secretly are sure that it will.  It makes me think, "what do people think of me? or what don't they think of me?"  I wanted this thing pretty badly to be honest with you.  I shed a few tears over this.  But did i even bother to pray about it? Noooo. So maybe i need to stop thinking about what i want, and focus instead on what God wants.  my prayer to Him is something like this:
Lord, help me to learn from this, and help me to not be thinking on this unless it is to help me learn.  Help me to focus on what You want, not what i want.

~Kiara

cake dilemmas

Hello people!  yeah, i know, its kinda been like almost a whole month...  well I have good news! my speech class (which was wasting up all my time with homework etc.) is now finished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy i am making a cake! well actually my mom made the cake, but i am going to decorate it!!  Do you guys bake/decorate cakes to celebrate things other then holidays/birthdays/other occasions that fall in this category?

I am having some frosting issues though... apparently my dad doesn't like chocolate frosting (it is a yellow cake)  and my mom does not care for homemade butter cream. :/ I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do about this predicament...

anywho, I'm thinking about decorating it something like this:

 

I think that the ones on the right are wedding cakes, but they are pretty cute.  I like the blue one right in front.

Well, wish me luck with my cake! :) 

~Kiara

pictures from pinterest